well, this is an old problem. I don't know if this's originally from myself or else but.. I'm so much sensitive. Very sensitive, and when the time's coming, I'll be a stubborn person. Believe me. Some words can kill me so fast and I can't show people around me trully. I'm saving them on my deepest heart and try to forget them, tough I know they won't disappear. I know. Sucks on me, yeah.
Hey you, I don't know if this's my mistake or yours. But the most important is that.. I'm easy-hurted person -_- being this makes me feel unhealthy everytime~
cause when you want to know : I'm smiling outside but crying inside; I'm laughing outside but angry inside; I'm normal outside but unnormal at all inside; and many things again. I'm extremely different; believe that cause I'm serious.
I wish God could heal this feeling from me.. I feel like hell, over sensitive makes me look two-faced. A word can make me cry along night, a sentence can make me feel to going suicide and go back to masochist. I do know it's bad. But sometimes when I feel so pain, another pain would heal that. I know, I'm just being emo. Just all.