Monday, May 11, 2015
#307 Feelings Lately
Been feeling so melancholic lately.
1. I feel ignored. Left. Unimportant. Sometimes I think like this because I think I do things deeply for people. Like, I never get tired to make myself sure they're okay. I always do my best for them. Being caring and all (not that I want to get it back) but sometimes I don't think they get me. I don't think they care too. I just think.... I'm just not that deep for them.
2. I feel like if I get things wrong or at least not resulting best result even if I do my best, I'm the one at fault.
3. I feel like I don't deserve everyone.
4. I feel like everyone doesn't deserve me.
5. I'm just tired of working hard but getting nothing in return. Of always being a people-pleaser but not enough so I'm wrong and I'm wrong and I deserve loneliness.
Labels: daily, daily life, me, random, rants, real life
2 Comments:
Be better, soon. Merasa sedih dan terabaikan once in a while is okay, asal gak keterusan aja gloomy terus :)
I know right! :) haha thank youuu :)
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